Like a Can Opener in a Worm Factory

*wry* Laws, you are ne of my favourite people, and this is precisely why. :o) thank you for your thought and your insight.i'll reply tomorrow when i havea brain, bu a) you rock and i want to be you when i grow up, and b) you have noidea how bad i feel about this, but I am still on some levelproud of the sheer bloodyminded determination it took to get myself down to 22 kilos. Not many people manage that, and so i am on some level sickeningly proud. Urgghh.